The most random thing, can't please everyone
Oh how sometimes you try and try to find something to talk about, or you're about to tell someone something and then you forget what you're going to say as you're about to say it. Does that happen to anyone else, yes it has don't deny it.
The most I've been really writing is song lyrics. Now I have to try and create music to them. It's much easier for me to write the lyrics than to create the music. So in essence, I'm a Bernie Toppin looking for my Elton John....anyone?...Bueller....Bueller?.....
Ah well
But to make matter's more interesting I've been sick, almost completely better...so close....and tomorrow is New Year Eve's...perfect! Perfect time to be sick, ah well, at least I didn't have plans and even if I did I'd probably still go anyway.
And as I try and try to fall asleep, which I took some medicine which that should be working pretty soon, I realize that none of what I'm typing is making sense. None of it. Absolutely none of it.
I just feel like typing, so I'm typing random things. So this is a pointless blog to say the least.
At least I've been writing songs, like crazy, left and right. So far within the past month roughly 14 songs, so not bad. Some are ok and some will probably get to see the light of day again and won't ever be heard or put into song. Which is probably for the best. It's one of those written forms where you write it or type it and then you delete it or hide it, just so you can get it out of your head and out of your system. You just have to do it. And you know what I'm talking about people, don't deny it.
It's kind of funny to think how much people don't write anymore, typing yes, lots of that. But not a lot of writing, at least it seems that way to me. I guess people just don't feel the need to do so. But oh well life moves on.
............
Well I would love to sink into my contemplative and peaceful state of mind, but I'm a little tired to do that at this moment. So I think I'll continue to listen to music, at the moment some Enya and try to fall asleep, and wake up and hopefully get some music or chords for some of my original songs. I'm bound to come up with something eventually, might as well try. Sometimes when you try too hard or think too hard, you tend to come up with nothing. However it always seems to be when you don't try hard or think too hard, that's when you come up with plenty. That goes for a lot of things in life, doesn't it? Your thoughts? ......no.....that's ok it's normal to become shy. It happens to the best of us.
You should never be afraid to voice your opinions or show who you are. Don't ever do that. The moment you let fear sink in and the moment you become ashamed of who you are and put yourself down...that's when life's poison enters your mind. And it will take control and seize the day. You can't let that happen......
Wow I really went deep there for a minute, I should write a novel. With the two halves of me as the leading characters, haha, what a story that would be. It doesn't even make sense to me, like I expect it to make sense to any of you. No, perhaps another day.
Well it's been fun but I must get off and get some sleep. Maybe if I find something more interesting to talk about later or tomorrow then I'll come back and blog some more. What do you think, it's ok you don't have to answer that.
All I will say is I'm proud to be Irish and American and I'm proud to have other cultures in me.
Good bye and Good night.
Chelsea
The most I've been really writing is song lyrics. Now I have to try and create music to them. It's much easier for me to write the lyrics than to create the music. So in essence, I'm a Bernie Toppin looking for my Elton John....anyone?...Bueller....Bueller?.....
Ah well
But to make matter's more interesting I've been sick, almost completely better...so close....and tomorrow is New Year Eve's...perfect! Perfect time to be sick, ah well, at least I didn't have plans and even if I did I'd probably still go anyway.
And as I try and try to fall asleep, which I took some medicine which that should be working pretty soon, I realize that none of what I'm typing is making sense. None of it. Absolutely none of it.
I just feel like typing, so I'm typing random things. So this is a pointless blog to say the least.
At least I've been writing songs, like crazy, left and right. So far within the past month roughly 14 songs, so not bad. Some are ok and some will probably get to see the light of day again and won't ever be heard or put into song. Which is probably for the best. It's one of those written forms where you write it or type it and then you delete it or hide it, just so you can get it out of your head and out of your system. You just have to do it. And you know what I'm talking about people, don't deny it.
It's kind of funny to think how much people don't write anymore, typing yes, lots of that. But not a lot of writing, at least it seems that way to me. I guess people just don't feel the need to do so. But oh well life moves on.
............
Well I would love to sink into my contemplative and peaceful state of mind, but I'm a little tired to do that at this moment. So I think I'll continue to listen to music, at the moment some Enya and try to fall asleep, and wake up and hopefully get some music or chords for some of my original songs. I'm bound to come up with something eventually, might as well try. Sometimes when you try too hard or think too hard, you tend to come up with nothing. However it always seems to be when you don't try hard or think too hard, that's when you come up with plenty. That goes for a lot of things in life, doesn't it? Your thoughts? ......no.....that's ok it's normal to become shy. It happens to the best of us.
You should never be afraid to voice your opinions or show who you are. Don't ever do that. The moment you let fear sink in and the moment you become ashamed of who you are and put yourself down...that's when life's poison enters your mind. And it will take control and seize the day. You can't let that happen......
Wow I really went deep there for a minute, I should write a novel. With the two halves of me as the leading characters, haha, what a story that would be. It doesn't even make sense to me, like I expect it to make sense to any of you. No, perhaps another day.
Well it's been fun but I must get off and get some sleep. Maybe if I find something more interesting to talk about later or tomorrow then I'll come back and blog some more. What do you think, it's ok you don't have to answer that.
All I will say is I'm proud to be Irish and American and I'm proud to have other cultures in me.
Good bye and Good night.
Chelsea
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