Don't blame me, blame the thoughts
Oh boy...haven't really blogged in awhile...that's not good....ok
I doubt anyone reads these but it's good to get it out of my system.
Oh so much has been happening within this past year, I will only say a little bit. Still after all this time, looking for a place to live...why is it so hard? You would think it would be easier than it has been, but no....not so much. I still feel like I'm searching for something...maybe who I am, what is my true passion (I know it's performing, but I feel like I should know specifically what)...I just don't know. "I still haven't found what I'm looking for"...good song if you know what you're looking for, that narrows the search down a bit.
I've been having to be strong for quite some time now, and I know I can last longer...sometimes I wonder how much longer? That's just it, we never know...do we? Where to go from here?....
Sorry if any of this might sound a little scattered, but that's how thoughts tend to be, so don't blame me blame the thoughts. Tend to have a mind of their own sometimes.
You never know when people will turn their backs on you or not, when they will deceive you. Well...it was good while it lasted right? They were good friends, it just didn't work out....wow, I'm really going back. I'm referring to when my friends started changing. That just proves it: People change. Don't try to change them, they will change in their own time and at their own pace. If they're not who you thought they were you can either A)talk to them or B)just leave them or you can go with choice C)stay and deal with them the way the they are.
.........You know I think I know why I haven't endured a broken heart yet, because I endure them in my dreams. I deal with relationships in my dreams at night. Is that normal or is that just weird? You tell me...
I tend to have different situations and problems in my dreams at night...again interesting or weird...it's just like the age old question: How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?....The world may never know.
After so much time, things have to change and for the better, don't they? It's been not so good for quite some time now...when you've been down the only way left is up, isn't it?
Life isn't always fair so I've heard...but when you can make it fair, why don't you?
When you can help change the world, when you can help make one single difference in the world no matter how small; why don't you?
You know some people may ask "What has the world done for me?" Well it's given you oxygen to breathe, it's given you life (even though some ask why, because obviously there has to be a reason you're here, take an adventure and figure out what it is), the world has given itself to you so what are you doing?...
Some will say there are others who have much worse than you....yes that's true but we all have our rights to still have our bad days, to mourn whatever needs to be mourned, to say what's on our minds and express how we feel. Everyone has it bad in their own ways. You know what I think, I think we should all just at least start out with one day to be there for someone else. To help them or to talk or maybe even listen. You never know what they have to say, you could learn a lot. Everyone has their own story to tell, everyone has a picture to paint. Some may claim to be more masterful, and others more pitiful...but we're just on different levels, so take an unknown staircase or mysterious elevator and see what's on that floor. You never know...you might liiike it...
Let's just try to respect and love one another...if not respect or love, than at least tolerate one another without war amongst ourselves and others. Can we at least do that? You tell me....
I think this is enough writing for one night. At the beginning I didn't know where this blog would lead me or you, and thus it has come here...at Love Street and Peace Rd.
There is also the other choice Hate's Rd., don't go there it's only a dead end road....
so...which one will you choose?
I doubt anyone reads these but it's good to get it out of my system.
Oh so much has been happening within this past year, I will only say a little bit. Still after all this time, looking for a place to live...why is it so hard? You would think it would be easier than it has been, but no....not so much. I still feel like I'm searching for something...maybe who I am, what is my true passion (I know it's performing, but I feel like I should know specifically what)...I just don't know. "I still haven't found what I'm looking for"...good song if you know what you're looking for, that narrows the search down a bit.
I've been having to be strong for quite some time now, and I know I can last longer...sometimes I wonder how much longer? That's just it, we never know...do we? Where to go from here?....
Sorry if any of this might sound a little scattered, but that's how thoughts tend to be, so don't blame me blame the thoughts. Tend to have a mind of their own sometimes.
You never know when people will turn their backs on you or not, when they will deceive you. Well...it was good while it lasted right? They were good friends, it just didn't work out....wow, I'm really going back. I'm referring to when my friends started changing. That just proves it: People change. Don't try to change them, they will change in their own time and at their own pace. If they're not who you thought they were you can either A)talk to them or B)just leave them or you can go with choice C)stay and deal with them the way the they are.
.........You know I think I know why I haven't endured a broken heart yet, because I endure them in my dreams. I deal with relationships in my dreams at night. Is that normal or is that just weird? You tell me...
I tend to have different situations and problems in my dreams at night...again interesting or weird...it's just like the age old question: How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?....The world may never know.
After so much time, things have to change and for the better, don't they? It's been not so good for quite some time now...when you've been down the only way left is up, isn't it?
Life isn't always fair so I've heard...but when you can make it fair, why don't you?
When you can help change the world, when you can help make one single difference in the world no matter how small; why don't you?
You know some people may ask "What has the world done for me?" Well it's given you oxygen to breathe, it's given you life (even though some ask why, because obviously there has to be a reason you're here, take an adventure and figure out what it is), the world has given itself to you so what are you doing?...
Some will say there are others who have much worse than you....yes that's true but we all have our rights to still have our bad days, to mourn whatever needs to be mourned, to say what's on our minds and express how we feel. Everyone has it bad in their own ways. You know what I think, I think we should all just at least start out with one day to be there for someone else. To help them or to talk or maybe even listen. You never know what they have to say, you could learn a lot. Everyone has their own story to tell, everyone has a picture to paint. Some may claim to be more masterful, and others more pitiful...but we're just on different levels, so take an unknown staircase or mysterious elevator and see what's on that floor. You never know...you might liiike it...
Let's just try to respect and love one another...if not respect or love, than at least tolerate one another without war amongst ourselves and others. Can we at least do that? You tell me....
I think this is enough writing for one night. At the beginning I didn't know where this blog would lead me or you, and thus it has come here...at Love Street and Peace Rd.
There is also the other choice Hate's Rd., don't go there it's only a dead end road....
so...which one will you choose?
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